Nasib baik.. kalau tak memang confirm ramai yg takleh hadir termasuk kami sebab jalan ke sana adalah jalan selalu ditutup setiap kali banjir...
Urusetia, si NN bagitau tempatnya lebih selesa drp tempat sebelumnya.. Alhamdulillah... Jangan pulak nanti terlalu 'selesa', peserta yg hadir pun asyik 'tido' jer.. hahaha... Astaghfirullah...
tempat lama selalu dikenang..
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okay.. ambo nak bersiap ke sana.. kang tak pasal2 makcik2 n pakcik tu membebel sebab kertas soalan lambat.. hehehe.. update later...
Atas dasar persahabatan..I accept Dik Mon's invitation.. Minggu exam but I was free after 11. I drove along the longer route..saja jer nak tengok suasana kg yg dah lama tidak kulalui lagi..11.45 sampai. Call the person..voicemail la pulokkss... so I left a message. Sambil2 menunggu dia dtg, I snapped some of the landscape view infront of the 'memorable room' that we've been together a few years ago...
after a few minutes..the person I waited for, appeared with her lenggang mak limah and some kuih..
Sembang2 dlm SAL Room sambil exchange our envelopes.. Ingat nak gi kejap tp masa keluar bilik SAL, Aie Guat nampak.. so kena entertain dia dan the other members kat aras 2.. adusss...
so many memories here...
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thanks my beloved ex-students for the 'jejak kasih' that all of u had done.. It made me smile with tears to view all your news and latest life.. I'm really proud to be your teacher. Love u all batch 2002- the best students I ever had! ( first class that I followed since they were in Year 4 till Year 6 and I've been their class teacher during the years.. dah mcm anak sendiri betul ) kelas itulah yg pertama dan terakhir aku follow..
Teman sekerja ambo, ustazah Zah bertolak ke Madinah pagi tadi. Ayah sepupuku,Pak Da Amid dan Makda pun dalam flight yg sama..
Alhamdulillah...lambaian dan doa yg dititipkan olehnya tahun lepas ditunaikan oleh Allah Taala. Di saat temanku itu menghadapi pelbagai dugaan berkaitan kesihatan suaminya, akhirnya dia dijemput sebagai tetamu Allah tahun ini...
Cabaran sebenar menjadi tetamu pilihan ialah di Muzdalifah dan Mina... Semoga mereka diberikan kesabaran dan kesihatan yang terbaik untuk menghadapinya...
Tidur berhimpit2 berbumbungkan langit di Muzdalifah. Hidungku berdarah malam tersebut..
Suasana dalam khemah di Mina..
menuju ke jamrah untuk melontar kali pertama..
berjalan balik lebih kurang 3 km melalui terowong selepas melontar. Alhamdulillah...
jamratul aqabah
Alhamdulillah.. setiap kali melontar, tiada kesesakan di kesemua jamrah dan kumpulan kami sentiasa berada di barisan hadapan.. Terimakasih kpd mutawif yg bijak memilih waktu untuk melontar.
melontar untuk hari terakhir. Dilakukan di tingkat teratas yg masih dalam pembinaan...
muka kepenatan kerana kurang tidur dek kerana batuk. Alhamdulillah...
Sebenarnya ada kisah2 pilu yang disaksikan dengan mata kepala sendiri di Mina.. Sesungguhnya Allah menduga kesabaran setiap hambaNya. Airmata ambo tanpa silu tertumpah melihat ketidakcaknaan sesetengah umat Nabi Muhammad yg mementingkan diri sendiri tanpa memikirkan warga emas yg tidak berdaya ... Astaghfirullah...
Pesan ambo kepada sanak sedara yg berangkat ke tanah suci...
a. Ringankan tangan memberi bantuan..insyaAllah ujian kita dipermudahkan. b. Beratkan mulut daripada berkata sesuatu yang tidak berfaedah.. c. Sediakan air dalam botol secukupnya untuk persediaan darurat. d. Jangan pentingkan diri sendiri- ikut ketetapan arahan. e. Jangan panik - cepat bertindak secara bijak. f. Yang penting- jaga kesihatan sebaiknya.
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Kawan2 rapat yang akan bertolak ke tanah suci tahun ini.. Kaknur PP akan berangkat 2hb Nov, Norlida 18hb Nov...
Alhamdulillah...semoga semakin ramai teman2 yg diizinkan untuk menjadi tamuNya. Selamat menunaikan ibadah haji, dipermudahkan segalanya dan mendapat haji yg mabrur..Amin...
Hari ini ambo ke sekolah awal daripada biasa. Sebelum jam 0700 dah ada kat parking belakang.
Kemudian ke kantin untuk tugas mengawasi murid RMT. Menu hari ini nasi putih kari ayam+ betik+ air teh.
Hurmmm...
Sebenarnya ambo jarang ke kantin kebelakangan ni. Biasanya cikpah yang buat laporan di kantin sementara ambo lebih suka memantau bilik darjah dan disiplin. Tapi minggu ni dia selalu lewat jadi kami tukar bahagian. Banyak juga rungutan guru2 bertugas tentang ketidaksempurnaan dalam penyediaan dan pengagihan makanan percuma kepada murid2 ni.
Sebenarnya rancangan yang baik sebegini menjadi sebaliknya bila ada penyelewengan dan ketidakjujuran di mana2 sahaja...
Ia membantu golongan murid yang benar2 tidak berkemampuan untuk mendapat sarapan yang berkhasiat dan mencukupi. Sebaliknya apa yang berlaku kekadang membuat kami para guru tidak puas hati..
Rungutan, komen dan cadangan kekadang tidak memberi kesan untuk penambahbaikan...
Pagi kemarin, Isnin..
Ambo lihat dengan mata kepala sendiri akan 'penyelewengan ' tersebut... Bila ambo bilang jumlah pinggan yang berbaki, masih ada 22 biji pinggan sedangkan makanan sudah habis... Jumlah bihun yang disenduk cuma sekadar menutup muka pinggan dan ambo anggarkan ianya tidak lebih dari 50 sen. Alasan mereka...murid2 tak suka makan bihun jadi mereka tak buat banyak... Aikk??? Habis tu..peruntukan yang awak claim tu boleh pulak awak tulis banyak2... Buah tembikai madu yang disediakan juga tiada dan cuma dikeluarkan bila ambo bertanya.. Pelik...
Entah apa nak jadi... Yang miskin semakin bertambah susah.. Yang kaya semakin 'membesar'
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Ambo belum mampu utk menjadi seperti my ex-colleague, Mdm Z yang umpama ' halilintar membelah bumi ' mengkritik setiap kekurangan..
yet.. I dont care! My report this week would be a very long comments in every parts...
I checked my old emails in 2004 and found this heartwarming story, sent by a lecturer of mine...
KINDNESS PAY !!
One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry. He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water. She thought he looked hungry so she brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked, "How much do I owe you?" "You don't owe me anything," she replied. "Mother has taught us never to accept payment for a kindness."
He said... "Then I thank you from my heart." As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit. Years later that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes.
Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room. Dressed in his doctor's gown he went in to see her. He recognized her at once. He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life. From that day he gave special attention to the case.
After a long struggle, the battle was won. Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval. He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all. Finally, she looked, and something caught her attention on the side as She read these words.....
"Paid in full with one glass of milk." (Signed) Dr. Howard Kelly. Tears of joy flooded her eyes as her happy heart prayed: "Thank You, GOD, that Your love has spread abroad through human hearts and hands."
Izinkan ku ucap kata taubat
Sebelum Kau memanggilku
kembali pada-Mu.. menutup waktuku
Izinkan ku serukan nama-Mu
Sebelum nyawa dalam tubuhku
Kau ambil.. kembali pada-Mu
Karna ku tahu.. hanyalah pada diri-Mu
Tempatku mengadu..
tempatku mengeluh
Di dalam doaku
Dan demi nafas yang telah kau hembuskan dalam kehidupanku
Ku berjanji… ku akan menjadi yang terbaik
Menjalankan segala perintah-Mu.. .
menjauhi segala larangan-Mu
adalah sebaris doaku untuk-Mu
Izinkan ku ucap kata taubat
Sebelum Kau memanggilku
kembali pada-Mu…
menutup waktuku
Karna ku tahu.. .
hanyalah pada diri-Mu
Tempatku mengadu…
tempatku mengeluh
Di dalam doaku
~Di dalam kita perlu ada DIA~
Sila tinggalkan mesej anda di sini..
Kenapa singgah kalau tak masuk?? :-)
~ TERIMA KASIH..~
I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us
how we used to be
Everybody's searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone to fulfill my needs
A lonely place to be
So I learned to depend on me
Chorus:
I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadow
If i fail, if i succeed
At least i'll live as i believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all
I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be
And if by chance, that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love
